Am I gay or just afraid of men? Please help me out? I am a teenage girl. Since I was little afraid of my father (who suffers from depression and hes very aggressive), and after being bullied at primary school children was afraid too. I was always scared of the kids my age and fear of men who were my parents age, but strangely, I was always desperate to please my teachers and I liked much more than women teachers. He was also desperate to please the boys who were a bit older than me, but were much safer and more dominant than I, who wanted his attention, but at the same time, I was terrified of them. Many times I had what I thought at the time was crushed to teachers and older acquaintances, but only if you have not like me or be mean to me. If they were nice and I liked it, I wasn't interested in them at all. Looking back, however, I do not think it was sexual at all. All my friends are kind of butch or less-girly girls, and some children who are very feminine (probably gay) and also younger than me. Still do not like them as much as my friends. Ive had several brief relationships with kids my age, but only agreed to go out with them because I wanted to prove i wasn't gay. I wasn't attracted to them at all and left me when I wouldnt let a kiss more than once (it was just wrong) / I've kissed a few girls on the lips and tongue a couple of my best friends, joking, but I liked but kiss my boyfriend. I OGLE children-mostly boys, but I especially like girls that look more like boys. I didn't think he was gay in the past, that has not only like boys, but now Im not sure. I think I am attracted to personalities kids, but not their bodies. Every time I see / meet a girl with a very masculine, I get a proper crush on her. If I see a vagina and breasts but I do not get turned on like I guess a man would. Penis doesn't turn me on well although I prefer f / f porn, but seeing someone like Jordan and Jenna Jameson naked on a poster doesn't do anything for me. Im so confused. Am I gay or straight, just afraid of men? Or are lesbians attracted to different things about women than men?
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